Robb's Past - The Fag Group

This happened right after Seamus started to ignore me and I've taken up a life & death oath to lose weight. As I've just started to implement my plan, I was still fat at this moment.

I've gotten braver. I was daring enough to meet other fags from the Internet by then. There was this guy whose online picture was not bad at all whom I chatted with on mIRC for quite some time. His nick was Suteki. Yes, corny name. It meant beautiful in japanese if I'm not mistaken. His self acclaimed English name is even 'better'. He called himself - Adonis. Very very vain and gay if you ask me. But as I was still new and I didn't have much gay friends, I didn't bother with these details and decided to meet up with him.

The best part of this guy was - he plays DoTA. Yes, I'm a gamer and if you play games, we'll most likely be acquainted much easier than if you're a non-gamer (unless you're super cute). So we arranged for a time to meet up in a cybercafe for DoTA session. And when he showed up, he looked a bit different from his picture. Let's just say that he looks less manly than his picture (though the picture ain't very manly at the first place). But the horror came from his/her voice. He/She sounds like a second Sammi Cheng. Lol.

I'm dead serious. He has a high pitch voice that no man could possess. And he's not faking nor pretending to speak that way! It's his god damn natural voice. I looked at the amount of accessories, hairstyle and clothing style he had on him plus his voice and looks, I thought the following;

"God, you've showed me the most stereotypical faggot on Earth today."

But, I wasn't in any position to judge anyone (in fact, not even today). I was a fucking fat bastard remember? Not to mention I was fugly too. Lol. So instead of me judging him, I bet his mind was thinking,

"OMFG!! That's like the most ugliest and fattest queermo I've ever seen in my life!! Would my nails get dirty if I touch him?"

We briefly said hi and he introduced me to his few friends, whom was part of his clique. They hanged out together very often, mostly for DoTA, yam cha and bitching session about other fags. Thank God, he was the only one that stood out to be super gay. The rest was much more normal compared to him (voice played a big role. Lol). After the DoTA sessions ended, we proceeded to the every gay's favorite hangout in Ipoh - Friends Cafe. Seriously, if you wanna find gays, just go to this place every Saturday night or during Chinese New Year. You'll find fags every corner of this cafe. Lol.

As some of you might have known, I'm terribly bad at remembering names and faces. Despite the fact that I was introduced to the rest of Suteki's clique, I instantaneously forgotten all about their names. The yam cha (hangout) session we had after DoTA got me acquainted with the others.

Among all of them, none stood up as a cutie in my opinion except 1 whose name was Calvin. He was in my cute category cause he had a very cute face, kinda short and cheeky too. The bad part was, he was a top and extremely snoobish (why do these trait sounds familiar to me? Hm...). He sucked at DoTA. Lol

Then there was his boyfriend, Kenzai who was an ordinary Joe with kinda tanned skin. Didn't stood up much but I could tell he was the bottom. He was a nice guy though. Pretty good at DoTA.

Julian is a little bit on the feminine side (obviously, bottom) but definitely nothing compared to Suteki. He was a nice guy too and he rocked at DoTA.

Kennylai is no stranger to gays in Ipoh especially if you've been around for quite some time. He's close to 30 now I think and he kinda likes young guys, late teens? He's okay to chat with, but he has a terrible mood swing, especially when he loses DoTA (which happened quite a lot since he ain't that good).

Nick was like 17 or 18 when I met him. He was dating Kennylai for awhile before they parted. He was like an innocent kid trying to find his place in society and somehow he ended up in Suteki's clique which he kinda enjoyed due to the fact that they all play games and they're all queermo.

Being a part of this clique was somewhat interesting for me, since I've never had any real gay friends prior to this. I got to know a lot of stuffs from them.

Suteki claimed that he was a top
I don't even want to touch the topic of Suteki claiming he was a top cause everybody knows that if you have high pitch voice, uses over 10 different facial products on your face before you sleep and get out of the house, whines over your boyfriend when he's busy working and other related matters, makes you a top. I guess he was a top then. ;)

Suteki claimed that there are 4 other sissies in Ipoh which he hated cause they're so sissy
Seriously, I was just curious to see how can a man be any sissier than Suteki when he told me that there were 4 other yiu jing (Cantonese for demons, much to the fame of Journey to the West. The Cantonese speaking Chinese call other faggots yiu jing, especially the sissy ones) in Ipoh. I've never met them till much later of my gay life but I assure you, Suteki was still in the top of my sissy chart.

I was fat and ugly
The group constantly reminded me that I was fat and ugly and I was lucky enough that they allowed me to be a part of their clique. I was ridiculed and made fun of all the time. As I've no issues with that, I joined in and made fun of myself too occasionally. Somehow I think I've to thank them, cause their ridiculing kinda motivated me to stay put within my plans to lose weight and change my outlook.

An average gay relationship for 20yos last for 1 month
Actually I learned this from Suteki. I was kinda in the group for about 5 or 6 months (the time I took to lose weight). And it's every single month that I hear from Suteki that he had a new boyfriend, broke up with a new boyfriend and the cycle continued every single month. This theory was further justified when I actually asked my other net friends if this is true and most of them said yes.

Friends of the same gay group back stab each other when the person is absent from that session
Seriously, I think gays are the exact same as girls in this way. We bitch and whine about each other even if one of us goes to the loo. We'll comment on how terrible the shirt he wore, the unnatural smile he gave. Urghhh.. Sickening, but that's life. And I contributed, sadly.

Sissy is better than fat and/or ugly
I think this is more like a general knowledge cause, come on. If you have to shag another guy (for gays) or else you'll be killed by a canon, who would you choose? A sissy (average face/body), a fatso (average face, normal behavior) or a fugly (average body, normal body)? Most people would just do the sissy. It was obvious that all the time that I hanged out with them, sometimes they were people who came to our table to chat for awhile, no one paid attention to me (come on, would you check out a behemoth?). Instead, they were paying more attention to Suteki. I mean of course, he was eccentric, but sissy pays better than fat/ugly if you ask me. Lol

I kinda stopped seeing them after my 4th month of diet. Once my 6th month was due, I met them and they were shocked to see my new appearance. Of course, I didn't have a lala hairstyle like I do now, but I was thinner. Much thinner than the 105kg or 90kg behemoth they used to hang out with. But by then, I thought I've learned enough from them and I stopped hanging out with them due to the fact I do not wish to be absorb anymore negative qualities into myself (since I've already absorbed the backstabbing part - apparent by writing this post).

We only keep in touch once in awhile, usually during Chinese New Year. The last I heard, the clique split. Suteki now hangs out with the 4 sissies which he hated when I was in the clique. Calvin the cutie is a polygamous top, he goes after every butt that moves and Kenzai can no longer tolerate this and broke up with him. Julian, Nick and Kenzai hangs out together playing DoTA from time to time. Didn't hear anything about Kennylai but he's still visible in the gay scene in Ipoh.

That's about the fag group I used to be a part of when I was in Ipoh.

Next post, we'll find out if Billy is really gay when I am finally gutsy enough, called and confronted him for our encounters at Triple Net. What is the real deal? Find out more by staying tune. ;)

Cheers
Robb

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