The past week has been chaotic for me. Work suddenly piled up and I almost drowned and thought of jumping off to escape. Yea, it sounds silly but believe me, the work pressure was not light at all. I've got so many things going on and I really couldn't cope at all and was afraid this will go wrong, that will go wrong and I literally wanted to just stab myself too.
Then I realized that it was all a challenge for me (thanks to Boss Stewie) to become a better person and in the same time to play a different role altogether. I have a lot of passion for my job and I take pride in doing it. However, my role in the company has evolved to the position that I can no longer handle everything in the Blogger Relations Department all by myself due to the magnitude of bloggers and clients the company has. As such, I am to learn to become a leader, in assigning tasks to my supporting teammates.
Truth to be told, I've been doing all these by myself and I do hold back in assigning job away from me as I was afraid that the tasks will not be done as good as what I wanted them to be. Then, I realize that this is a process that must take place in order for you to grow. So after all those numerous tweets that I'm gonna die or something, I've finally see the light. :D
But just as my pressure got lifted from my head, other things jumped in.
First off, ulcers.
Not mine, taken from net
I've got 2 freaking big ulcers on my right side of the mouth, 1 right beside my mouth's right curve and 1 inside my lower lips. T_T Damn pain, okay? Every time I put something inside my mouth with spoon or chopstick also pain like shit. Worse still when I drink soup, burned me like mad!! WTF
Thus I asked in my Twitter if anyone has any solution, some mention drinking watermelon frost, putting salt (wtf!) and biting it till it bleed and drink the blood (wtf wtf wtf!). Guess what I did last night?
I put salt on it. FUCKING HURTS!!! ARGHHH!!! After the pain, I felt that it wasn't improving and guess what else I did? I went and bite the ulcer and it bleed and I drank it. WTF WAS I THINKING??!!! ARGHH!!!!
Till now, I still have them. FML. I just downed 2 packets of leung sui to try to combat them. I also spent RM5 on a 2g bottle of chinese medicine that's supposed to cure ulcer if you spray on them. After applying the chinese medicine, I read the box and it says,
"This is a traditional medicine. If condition does not improve, please see a doctor."
FML. I'm such a stupid asshole.
Secondly, yesterday it rained damn heavy while Nic, Jester and I came back from a meeting. Nicholas decided to drop me off the office and I went up to do some work while waiting for the rain to subside before I go to Sogo and take a bus ride home (damn cheap, RM1.50 can reach home ady). After awhile the rain stopped and me being a smart ass, I thought it was safe to just leave office and walk to Sogo without taking umbrella cause I think guys carrying umbrella are fags (wait, I am one. I mean inappropriate, unless it's raining heavy like shit. Heck, if it's not raining hippo and rhino, and you're guy with an umbrella, I'll probably think you have damn small balls). And guess what? Just when I'm about the same distance from Sogo and my office, the rain came back heavily! I ran like a bull towards Sogo to find shelter but the damage has been done. I was freaking wet (wetter than having a wet dream, literally) and once I got on the bus, it didn't get any better. The regular not-cold air conditioning system suddenly turned the coldest one at all time. By the end of the night, I was down with fever. T_T
So yea, it has been quite crazy for me lately just so you wonder what had happened to me. And the most ironic part is, I only have time to blog when I'm down with all these shits.
Well, I hope you enjoyed my update of my life. I do intend to share my experience driving a BMW with the other bloggers but I just keep getting busy or sick. T_T But I do foresee more fun times to come especially next weekend during KY's Xmas Party.
P.S. Remember the post I did informing you guys about the RM1/week for Twitter SMS? It actually allows you to assign 5 different mobile numbers to your Twitter account to post your tweets at anytime and anywhere. That being said, if your mobile is lacking in credit or somehow not functioning, you can use your friends' number to tweet as well! Of course, make sure you inform your friend of the RM1/week and pay accordingly prior to your tweets. ;) Now you can tweet even using your friends' mobile thanks to Channel X.