As my infrequent visit to Triple Net continued, it came to a point that I never got to see Billy for almost 2 to 3 months. Despite the fact that I was missing him dearly, my life went on.
Well, that was practically due to the fact that I've started to pay attention to other guys around me as well. I mean, I was very very appreciative of what Billy did to me. Thus, I was thinking that maybe in the same way, I could treat someone very very well, and in return make him fall for me as well. I know, it's a pretty silly thing to think about.
Let me introduce you to 2 other guys around when I was 15. Wei Hoe is a year younger than me. He was in scouts in school, but I got to know him before I knew that he was in the same school as I was. It was in Taekwondo. Ever since I realized his existence, I've started to attend Taekwondo lessons outside the school without fail despite my toenail infection that hurt me damn a lot.
Yes, I attended Taekwondo classes both inside and outside my school. And looks like Taekwondo wasn't exactly a sport that can help you lose weight cause I remained the same weight despite training 3 times a week vigorously. Well, it was just my personal experience though.
When my toe infection got bad, I stopped attending Taekwondo lessons completely, be it in school or outside the school. But once I got to know Wei Hoe, I attended the outside Taekwondo classes without fail just because I wanted to see him. The one at the school.. naa, I'd rather go Triple Net to see Billy cause Wei Hoe was in scouts anyway, and he had to be at the scout's den every Saturday morning.
I can't exactly find a picture that resembles him closely and I don't want to spend my time searching for one but Wei Hoe was cute. Well, at least at that time I thought he was really cute. Lol. He had a very cute face and nice cheeks if you ask me. ;)
Well, Wei Hoe was quite friendly with me as well. I think it was most likely due to the fact that he was the eldest in the family and he didn't really have an elder brother that he can relate his problems to and I somehow helped fill that gap, at least I thought so. Lol.
It was a very normal culture as far as I know that when people get very close to each other back then, and they didn't want others to misunderstand there's anything going between them, they go into a god sibling relationship. I did the same with Wei Hoe, and voila~ he was my god brother after I think, like a month since we knew each other much better. :)
He shared his feelings with me, his problems, his girl crusade and etc etc. It's more like a one sided thing actually. I never shared my problem with him at all mainly because I had a dull life and I don't complain a lot back then (nor now, I think). I felt useful and not appreciated if you ask me. Lol. I mean, all Wei Hoe used me for is just for sharing his thoughts and shits. He didn't exactly spend much time with me going out or stuff. And not to mention, I regularly buy him stuffs despite the fact I was just a student with limited pocket money, be it for his birthday or food whenever I was with him. But in a small way, I was compensated because whenever I hugged him, he was so damn nice to hug. I can still remember the feeling of hugging him. Not even Billy came close (technically cause only he hugged me, and I never did).
The closest that I got to him physically was during a camp that I organized and I invited him to participate. And he was so taken care off by me. Every single game or rule, he was given exception whenever he made mistakes and he didn't even had to sleep with other participants in normal rooms (not tents, I don't want to explain). Of course, he was with me, the organizer and he sleeps in the exco room much to my other peers' discontentment which I ignored.
But I was a chicken. Despite the fact that he was already asleep, I didn't even dare to kiss or hug him to sleep. And that was the closest I've ever got with him. After this occasion, we were both busy with our lives and he got closer with his girlfriend and I sorta respected him and stayed off the radar but I still showed love for him once in awhile in buying him meals and never without fail did I gave him a birthday present.
The second guy that caught my heart was Patrick. Patrick was a whore if you ask my honest opinion now. Lol. Manwhore, at least.
He loves to play computer games. Much more than I do, I guess. I got to know him from Triple Net when we play games together and we often play in the same games and sometimes we take meals together. He wasn't the best looking guy, but he had fair skin. Yes, by this time, you ought to know that I dig fair skin guys a lot. Lol.
I was getting smart in molesting and taking advantage of other guys if you ask me. In the absence of Billy in Triple Net, I've taken his role and started to sit behind Patrick while he played computer games to hug him. And guess what? He didn't mind. Well, that really encouraged me to try much more. Eventually, I even managed to kiss him on the cheeks but he wasn't very fond of it. Lol.
But there was one thing that he was fond of. Money. Well, he played a little too much and sometimes in need of money to pay the bill and he asked me for help sometimes. I didn't mind at first and then it became a habit. So, in terms of fairness, I merely stepped up a gear further and molested him more. Lol.
I fondled him quite a lot to be frank. Though not naked, but I think I can say that I've touched places which are important enough. Lol. And not to mention, I made him kiss me too (when he needs me to pass him money to pay his bill for his computer), LOL. Yes, I know that I was an asshole. Using money to make other people do things they're not comfortable with. But no judging okay? It was the past. :P
Wei Hoe and Patrick remained quite awhile in my life in the absence of Billy. About a few months later, Billy was once more a regular sight in Triple Net. However.. things weren't the same anymore..
I'm cutting it here. :P
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