Every now and then I wonder about thinking of how other gays live their lives. A lot of us have been in difficult situations such as fearing that our identities are exposed to our parents or even rejecting our own sexuality. However, I personally believe there are more people out there with worse life experiences than us.
As such, I would like to share with you some of the stories that I've uncovered with my readers. The names are not their real names and the story might be fiction or non fiction. The key point of these stories are to illustrate that being gay, ain't all about being fabulous and living a life of joy.
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Joe was no bright student back in high school. It was evident from his test results which were normally in the single digits over a 100 percent and also his inability to understand the subjects taught in the classroom.
And so, Joe decided to drop out from high school. It wasn't a difficult choice as his family ain't bothered about what he did anyway. His dad was a drunkard who drinks like a fish day and night while his mum has left him when he was a child. He hardly had anyone that showed him any affection. In fact, he survives daily thanks to his neighbor who bothered to invite him for meals every day.
Joe made his own living by working as a waiter at a Chinese coffee shop which was located some walking distance from where he stayed. The wage wasn't much, but it was enough to put simple food on the table for him and some basic things to survive. At times, he hated God for placing him on Earth to suffer and at times, he hated himself for not being brighter.
Joe was all alone in the world, he thought. To make things worse, Joe was gay. He knew he liked boys and not girls ever since his classmates and him discover sex/porn DVD/Internet porn. His eyes followed the banana and not the papaya nor the tuna. That really put him in a very difficult position. To be poor, unloved, stupid (education wise) and gay wasn't exactly a very nice position to be, ain't it?
Despite how he hated himself and God, he lived on. He yearned to be loved and of course being a teenager who's filled with raging hormones, he wanted to get laid as well. He had very little idea how would he find other gays in the society to be able to fall in love or WooHoo (The Sims' term for sexual intercourse). As he was a little bit Internet savvy, he was able to find some online gay community which he could take part in to know others.
Despite the fact that Joe was poor, he was actually quite cute. He was not built but he wasn't too slim nor fat which made him appealing to a lot of people out there. He wasn't a queen in his dressing which made him a discreet which added more brownie points for himself when it comes to the community perception of its members.
Joe was of course excited to be flocked with messages asking him out, complimenting him on how he's cute and stuff and so he agreed to meet up with his new found friends online. The first person he met, however, was not who he was as perceived by Joe.
Matthew was using another person's picture and faked all his information on his profile online. Let's put it this way, Matthew ain't exactly the most desirable gay man around. Thus, the only way he gets to date cute guys are to cheat them out for a date and try to impress them from there. He has some cash, but he ain't a fool to spend money on new boys knowing how many moneyboys are around in KL.
And so Joe and Matthew met for dinner one day at a local diner. Joe was definitely not happy to find out Matthew wasn't who he was expecting. However, since he was already there and Matthew is forking the money for dinner, he thought why not give a chance to know a new friend in life. His decision proved to be a bad one as by midnight, Joe was lying naked on Matthew's bed, spiked and unable to defend himself from what was coming for him.
Joe was raped and molested that night and despite he detested Matthew's act, he somewhat found pleasure in that act. It was a bizarre feeling that he couldn't explain but somehow he enjoyed it. Soon, Joe was willingly having dinner with Matthew just to get 'spiked' and 'raped'.
Matthew wasn't all that bad of a character if you're willing to close your eyes on his acts of deceiving naive boys out for a date and spiking them. As he grew closer to Joe, his victim, he started to care for him a little, especially on how he was surviving. Seeing that Joe was quite attractive, he suggested him to look for his friend who happens to operate a gay massage center.
After all, an eighteen year old with reasonable body and face could definitely earn more than him serving drinks at a Chinese coffee shop. And so agreed and looked for Matthew's friend, Uncle Ho. Uncle Ho was more than delighted to have Joe on board as a masseur. After all, customers are always asking for 'fresh meat' to attend to their 'aching' bodies.
To be continued...
P.S. Google Gay Massage to find out what it really means.
Cheers
Robb
As such, I would like to share with you some of the stories that I've uncovered with my readers. The names are not their real names and the story might be fiction or non fiction. The key point of these stories are to illustrate that being gay, ain't all about being fabulous and living a life of joy.
------------------------------------------
Joe was no bright student back in high school. It was evident from his test results which were normally in the single digits over a 100 percent and also his inability to understand the subjects taught in the classroom.
And so, Joe decided to drop out from high school. It wasn't a difficult choice as his family ain't bothered about what he did anyway. His dad was a drunkard who drinks like a fish day and night while his mum has left him when he was a child. He hardly had anyone that showed him any affection. In fact, he survives daily thanks to his neighbor who bothered to invite him for meals every day.
Joe made his own living by working as a waiter at a Chinese coffee shop which was located some walking distance from where he stayed. The wage wasn't much, but it was enough to put simple food on the table for him and some basic things to survive. At times, he hated God for placing him on Earth to suffer and at times, he hated himself for not being brighter.
Joe was all alone in the world, he thought. To make things worse, Joe was gay. He knew he liked boys and not girls ever since his classmates and him discover sex/porn DVD/Internet porn. His eyes followed the banana and not the papaya nor the tuna. That really put him in a very difficult position. To be poor, unloved, stupid (education wise) and gay wasn't exactly a very nice position to be, ain't it?
Despite how he hated himself and God, he lived on. He yearned to be loved and of course being a teenager who's filled with raging hormones, he wanted to get laid as well. He had very little idea how would he find other gays in the society to be able to fall in love or WooHoo (The Sims' term for sexual intercourse). As he was a little bit Internet savvy, he was able to find some online gay community which he could take part in to know others.
Despite the fact that Joe was poor, he was actually quite cute. He was not built but he wasn't too slim nor fat which made him appealing to a lot of people out there. He wasn't a queen in his dressing which made him a discreet which added more brownie points for himself when it comes to the community perception of its members.
Joe was of course excited to be flocked with messages asking him out, complimenting him on how he's cute and stuff and so he agreed to meet up with his new found friends online. The first person he met, however, was not who he was as perceived by Joe.
Matthew was using another person's picture and faked all his information on his profile online. Let's put it this way, Matthew ain't exactly the most desirable gay man around. Thus, the only way he gets to date cute guys are to cheat them out for a date and try to impress them from there. He has some cash, but he ain't a fool to spend money on new boys knowing how many moneyboys are around in KL.
And so Joe and Matthew met for dinner one day at a local diner. Joe was definitely not happy to find out Matthew wasn't who he was expecting. However, since he was already there and Matthew is forking the money for dinner, he thought why not give a chance to know a new friend in life. His decision proved to be a bad one as by midnight, Joe was lying naked on Matthew's bed, spiked and unable to defend himself from what was coming for him.
Joe was raped and molested that night and despite he detested Matthew's act, he somewhat found pleasure in that act. It was a bizarre feeling that he couldn't explain but somehow he enjoyed it. Soon, Joe was willingly having dinner with Matthew just to get 'spiked' and 'raped'.
Matthew wasn't all that bad of a character if you're willing to close your eyes on his acts of deceiving naive boys out for a date and spiking them. As he grew closer to Joe, his victim, he started to care for him a little, especially on how he was surviving. Seeing that Joe was quite attractive, he suggested him to look for his friend who happens to operate a gay massage center.
After all, an eighteen year old with reasonable body and face could definitely earn more than him serving drinks at a Chinese coffee shop. And so agreed and looked for Matthew's friend, Uncle Ho. Uncle Ho was more than delighted to have Joe on board as a masseur. After all, customers are always asking for 'fresh meat' to attend to their 'aching' bodies.
To be continued...
P.S. Google Gay Massage to find out what it really means.
Cheers
Robb
1 comment:
I read through the whole thing O_O And I refused to google Gay Massage now because my dad is behind me! HAhahah!
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