Not till 2 weeks later he said.
He's afraid that the current activity we share and do daily will affect how things work out and would only want to go out for a date or anything after next Friday.
:(
Means no hug hug with him till then.
What do you guys do to wait things out?
I'm thinking of playing more Magic. LOL
Cheers
Robb
I got to know a guy that's really cute.
He's not admitting that he's gay, but he's responding to all my flirts like a cute gay guy. What say you? LOL
I think I'm a lil infatuated with him. He has a face that looks like Leo Ku in my opinion XD . Best of all? He stays very near me and I get to see him almost every day thanks to my choice of activity in life.
Chatting with him is like chatting with a baby who's new to the gay circle. Oh perhaps he's not new and just good at pretending he's new to attract old perverts like me. He's 20 or 21 I think.
Me?
Shut up. I'm 18 every day okay?
Anyway, I do look forward to hugging him and sayanging him when there's a chance, if you know what I mean. LOL.
Lalalalalalala.
Old pervert
Robb
Have sex!
Okay, maybe just not having sex but a couple of other stuff as well;
- Unlimited money
- Unlimited holidays
- Don't have to work
- Don't need to sleep
- Don't have to wait/queue to do things
- Fly/Telekinesis power like the kids in Chronicles
- Flirt with all cute guys and bring them on bed
- Drive a BMW
- Own a bungalow with cute guys as maids
- Catch all 693 pokemon in shiny and beneficial nature forms without cheat codes
- Have all playset of Magic the Gathering cards since Alpha
And the list goes on. LOL
Well, let's start with what's achievable towards my list.
- I want to spend time with Zaza, Zuzu, Zizi and Brownie as much as I could
- I want to hit the gym every now and then so I can have a nicer body
- I want to have a better financial status
- I want to travel once in awhile
Technically of all the things I listed above, they can't all come true at the same time.
If I wanna spend time with my loved ones, I can't have sufficient time to work hard to improve my financial status and still go gym (what more travel expenses).
Sigh. Life's a bitch isn't it.
You can't have it all usually. Unless you're born rich.
But I've learned not to compare myself with luckier people cause there are way more unlucky people in the world. What I can do is...
Do my best to achieve them slowly.
Slowly, but surely.
I hope so.
Cheers
Robb
Talking is important.
Correcto - Expressing yourself is important.
You don't necessary need to talk to express yourself, as long as you get the feeling that someone else knows what you wanted to express, that's all it matters.
I think a lot of people may encounter situations where they feel unhappy not because they can't overcome things in their lives, but they just don't have anyone who would listen to them.
I came across some reading materials some time ago saying that most of the time, we don't want people don't want advises nor Captain Obvious telling them the problem, solution or what they would do; people just want to express themselves and that's all.
I think this is very true. Most of the time when you encounter problems or situations where you're unhappy, you do know what needs to be done, though it may not be pleasant. But to be willing to do it, sometimes you just need to say it out to someone who wouldn't tell you what he thinks but more of listening to you weighing your options.
And if you're to make a bad call, then so be it. You shall learn from your mistake. Even if you do die from the bad call, you die honorably doing something on your own.
Okay, fuck the dying part. What I meant is people need to express themselves constantly to maintain sanity. We're social creatures after all. Imagine living 1 month without talking to anyone at all (no instant messaging, whatsapp, sms and emails which are not work related). I doubt anyone could pull that off and still be happy.
I find myself unhappy at times when I don't have time to blog. Reason?
I think I'm not expressing myself fully.
I find myself unhappy at times when I couldn't blog on certain things due to office policies and society's expectations. Reason?
I do not like living a life of lies.
I find myself unhappy at times when I couldn't blog on my sex life or my flings due to society's expectations and fear of hurting my boyfriend's feelings.
Fuck all this.
From now on - No holds barred.
I blog what I want.
Cheers
Robb
